Im Lonley Without U Poem by miran mohammed

im lonley without u, i hated life after i used to love it that i didnt want to die and leave the nice world u created for me.we created it together with our memories and love.
u took my heart, my love and even my mind and went away.i need them to love again, but even if i loved again i wont forget the last words u said to me 'forget our love'.how do u want me to forget when u used to wipe my tears away when i cry?
how do u want me to forget when u did anything to please me? how do u want me to forget when u used to sleep beside me so that i dont be afraid and worried when im sleeping.how do u want me to forget all of that? now, i cant find anyone to please me, to comfort me, or to sleep beside me to make me feel okay.
im always crying and i can find nobody to wipe my tears away and hug me.im always sleeping worried and afraid.im always looking for someone to please me, but i cant find.i know u cant forget me too, u cant forget when i used to comfort u with my smiles and words, u cant forget when i used to hold ur hands tightly, u cant forget when i used to tell u everything about me and tell u all my secrets.but the only thing u didnt know is that
i can love really only one time.because my heart has one place in it for my beloved one that i really loved.when i told my heart who is ur love that took the 1st place in my heart, he told me its the same one who broke me and made me think that he doesnt deserve to take this place.i understood who does he mean, he meant u.i told him that u deserve that place because u will come back and make my heart full of joy again.if u werent to come back i was going to leave life and go away
and leave this life, but i know ull be back, that is why im alive.please come back, because im lonley without u.