I'm tired, tired of doing things so hard
Better throw me in the farthest graveyard.
Much better to be eaten by scavengers, buzzard!
Than showing myself to you like a diehard.
I'm tired. I feel like a fart.
People turns away from apart.
It really breaks my wounded heart—
Never been appreciated like an abstract art.
I'm tired. Searching place where I belong
Don't know what things I do wrong,
Always with the odds everytime I go along
To other places just to make myself strong.
I'm tired of REJECTIONS.
Don't know where to take some actions;
Tired of listening to those condemnations—
Even those deafining discriminations.
I'm tired dealing with people,
Crushing me like a battling beetle:
Melting me like a piece of a candle—
Crying silently when you try to kindle,
How many times do I have to say, 'please'?
Just to share my hurts and let this pain ease
Do I have to take your precious time for lease?
Or to do nothing but to make a full blast cease?
I'm tired, want to have a last ride
To a place where I want to hide.
Shadow covers me as I denied;
Im tired, wishing myself, 'I'm died.'
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