In Deep Waters Poem by Nate Jones

don't pertain to care when i know you really don't
our friendship was one painful joke
memory after memory
in deep waters there is no hope to the surface i will float
wasting and killing precious time
replayed ever and ever again in my mind
a heart thats not complete
like a song put on repeat
has gotten old from listening to it for so long
all that we had between us is gone
i am walking out the door without saying goodbye
i am tired of every [f*cking] lie
i am searching to find a peaceful place
overflowing with plentiful grace
my yesterdays i know ill never get back
what is it that i lack?
i am so pathetic
nothingness a materialistic relic
but the tomorrows bring me hope
ill find new ways to cope