In Dilemma Poem by Kiran Maharjan

Oh! It truly spoils a lot
For that manually humiliated
As usual in dilemma
For that occasional souvenir
Should continue gloomy?
Or get satisfied for loyalty
Or how and why occurred?
Trusted deeply
But tears yet again
Can't stop that reflection
Can't inform what scheduled
But must measured fact
Among the similar devotions
And for glowing mutual concern

Hello!
Anyone's up in there?
Lend a little strength here
By which I can block entirely
By which I can conclude anxiety
By which I can cease habitual process
With the intention
Amnesty won't be worthless
Still trying to convince
This egotistic sentiment
But still worried within
So still I'm in dilemma