Invigorate Poem by Mike Conkey

17 years old
not yet feelin so cold
i was in love with this girl
so ive been told
we grew up fast
grew up late
i new she was apart if ma fate
we would stop and talk
wed do it alot
i met her throu a friend
and we had to pretend
as if we didnt show love
but push came to shove
he found out and i got caught
now my hearts tied in a naught
i loved her yet id cheat
not har to do
but had ta keep it discreet
a kid behind my vack
he saw the love i had ta lack
but he was a hypocrite
cuz he wasnt celebit
i would talk to her bout us
but it wasnt enough
she barley spoke
i felt as if we were a joke
cuz after all i did for her
she still wasnt sure
i i was the one for her
so i would go go insane
not usin my brain
saying things i never meant
now i can lament
over was we used to have
i no she felt sad
but it had to be this way
i couldnt go another day
so as we fell apart
i was guided to a new start
one straight from the heart
so she will never ever see
the man ive come to be
but its not that shes gone
its just been far to long
to still hold a grudge
on a boy that collected u
a boy that respected you
till you wouldnt communicate
and i started to seperate
now im gone from her new days
still stuck in her ways
the ones i cant believe in
yet the ones i will grieve in
its gone
its all gone
its gone