Is It Just Thetime Of Year 06 Poem by Kira Bloom

Is it just the time of year
The wind blowing my heart back to you
Is it just my fear, that he is the wrong one
Or is it denial catching up with me
first I tried then I cried
Finally moved on and let the dream die
But now your memory seems a ghost
eternally haunting my mind
Like a sad song stuck in my head
I can't remember the words
though it plays over and over again
A skipping cd with no off button
How could I forgive, how could I forget
I stare at our picture often
Dream of loving you again
Every day is a war with in
To call you find you or give in
Let you go and let that part of me die
all over again
Control the ultimate illusion
As coals you burst my heart into flame again
Call my soul to soar in secret
Could it be the time of year
or all my being screaming you never left