It Just Aint Real! Poem by Carike Klokow

My body turning but your face still stays
and in my mind your words replay
Suddenly i am aware
of your prescence everywhere
In every light i see your eyes
in every shadow your disguise
I ask myself how i can be
in love with you, but you not with me?
Taking strain who's to blame
my mind and heart fighting again
With every breath i take
these feelings for you i cannot fake
with every sigh i give
i realise that i have to live
without you in my scary world
just me alone this little girl
Once again im stuck with this
this feeling that i cant resist
It is for you, for the love i feel
and waking up knowing, that this aint real!