Iv Made My Mistakes Poem by kendyll brown

iv made my mistakes, caused my troubles too
why i have done these things
i havent a clue, but i know ill pay
i have driven hatred to this world
to which offered sapeace an safety
yet i wanted chaos an confusion
for only a moments time
weary an hastilly i got these things
with a whirl of consequenses
i didnt mean for things to end this way
for it to all be in such an up roar
my heart pleads with you
do not forgive me, but understand i was lost
in a world i created
to weald my fantasies, reality
though i know they are not
i had trapped myself with in them
forgive not the heart ache
forgive me not for the troubles i know i caused
but know, i apologize