Jldritch Myself Poem by John Sochayseng

Why do I keep doing this?
Is it because Im teased?
Or coz Im pleased?
And brave to have dicease?

Definitely NO!
I don't know!
Im trying to change..
Not to revenge..

For this benefits..
Ive exchange my profits..
Getting my life cool..
And I know Im a fool..

But my question is..
How would I do this?
No one is caring me..
So my life is boring thee..

Many loves you..
Not the way you want to..
But sincerely they do..
Your not participating, Boo~..

All I want is love..
Exchange my vice to love..
Changing myself for love..
So Love would be my love..

Crazy, foolishness..
Is that your excuse?
Ah, Saying you want love?
Don't find..
Just wait..

When? ........................