Just Getting On Poem by kate Emma

Things go by as I watch
Am I really here
Every things so crazy
More foggier than clear

Floating on by feeling like
I don’t really exist
With ever day losing myself
Bit by bit by bit

Filling up like a balloon
Ready to explode
For such a small person
I have such a heavy load

Images thoughts ideas
Memoires that aren’t fun
Spending every waking moment
Hidden on the run

A life so shattered there must
Be a million pieces missing
Taken away from all those people
Hitting and kicking

Watching from up above
Its just like a TV
And the star of the show
Is only just me

Am I alive am I dead
Im filled with ice and snow
Is this heaven is this hell
Am I stuck in limbo

This aint living im barely breathing
Existing just passing on by
Over the years life taken out of me
Crushed and ready to die