Last Night Part 3 Poem by alex manson

some know
how i feel
i can't let you go
this devastation can't be real.
have you ever lost someone
who could heal your heart and cure the pain
you knew they were your one
without them, you'd go insane?
the person who wasn't just another face
the person you knew you'd never meet again
a memory you can't ever erase
something so hurtful, you wish it'd never been.
someone who can't ever be replaced
my one and only
someone who could take you to another place
this depression is more than just being lonely.
i've lost you
gone forever, i know i'll never see you again
i wish i would've knew
i'll try to act happy every now and then.
my heart bleeds
as hope disappears
you are my need
i need you here.
i'm torn apart
and i'm breaking down
i can feel one hundred blades in my heart
fire ignited itself without a sound.
the pain stings but i don't care
i tried to act happy last night
but quickness to heal isn't there
i need your light.