Lies Poem by Victoria Korobochka

I feel the aching of your heart,
I see the sadness in your eyes.
I know the lies I said to you
Killed the trust you had for me.
You say that I am blind,
Blind of my own life,
You're the only one that sees
What I'm turning out like.
You say that you will leave me,
And leave a gap in my soul,
But I won't ask for chances
Because if you stay
I'll hurt you more.
Please forgive me for my lies
But do what's best for you,
You've done everything you could for me,
For my own protection.
I'm a devil in this life.
I am the colour of blood and kill.
I don't know what to say to you,
Except for the truth that you see in me.
If there is any left.