Life Of Shame Poem by ashley roberts

I'm trying to put into words the pain that i feel
I just can't seem to speak with the locked seal
I can't seem to explain that the pain is just to much
That is why it is locked away out of reach and touch
I have hurt people and people have hurt me
I have spent my life being blind but now i can see
I can see the pain i hide and the real person i am
I can never seem to abide by my own stupid plans
I don't know how to make this all work out
I am trying to work out my emotions but i have many doubts
I am trying to feel like i can make it past this game
I just feel like ending it and forgeting my life of shame