Living Hell Poem by Aaron Yeo

are u really there?
do u actually care?
what is it that u have me do?
i will still do it for u,
all i want is for you to care,
so this darkness will leave me,
but u ignore me, more than once, without a stare,
why have u left me here?
why must i endure such pain?
why am i in this mess of suffering?
Death is near,
to take me away to heaven or to hell,
i dont care,
i sooner join ''Satan'' then join a ''careless god''
why was I put here in this living hell?
I rather die thousand times over,
than to have a broken heart,
so tell me, ''god''... r u there?
show me your hidden face,
then perhaps u might stop this suffering,
in this dreadful place,
no matter soon u'll see this living hell,
shall bow down to me...