Losing! ! Poem by neon rowles

I laugh....

not because your funny,
or witty or true
because you think that you are
by the things that you do

I cry......

not because you abuse
or say mean things
its the meaningful silences
thats what stings

I fear....

as i watch people
fall for your charm
as I know it won't last
before they feel the harm

I give up.....

caring, and helping
listening and such
because the way that your are
for me its too much.