Lost Poem by Elliott Gilbert

what do i say
what shall i do
now that i screwed myself over and are no longer with you

should I still fight
can I even win
will I have you back again

curse my mouth
curse my toungue
curse me the most for the things i have done

I have killed her heart
I have drove it away
but I try harder and harder everyday

If i try will i win
will it be me you chose
then again I'll probably lose

I will lose and lose
and I shall lose again
but one day it'll end where it all began