Lost Advice Poem by christane darling

Get a life! Move on!
All the usual advice
That flies over my head
How CAN I explain?
How can I get through?
Without him beside me
I'd rather be dead

Well it's dead that I am
In my heart and my mind
But I keep up pretence
Because all that I find
Are those who feel now
I have SO much to give

When they don't understand,
That my reason to live
Was lost on that day
When I waved my goodbyes
At the airport in Houston
To my dreams and desires

He is lost to me now
And lost he'll remain
And the only thing living
Is my sense of real pain