'.Love..Love..Love.' Poem by Lady Ysabel

Once I have loved and lost
Too many nights I have cried the most
So much pain I had ever feel
That nobody could ever heal.
Twice I felt I could never live
Without him I thought I could never give
I've always felt I got nothing more
Since he left I thought nothing matters anymore.

Three times a week I tried to go out
Partying with friends and drinking it out
Stayed outside late until the dawn
Always I found myself drunk till the early morn'.
Four weeks have passed and I got tired
How I was doing wrong to myself, I realized
Should stop hurting myself, I should start a new
Life must go on that's what I was supposed to do.

Five o'clock the next morning I soon awake
Get up and cook something is what I decided to make
Had a cup of coffee while watching the sunrise
How I missed the lovely view all this time I was really surprised.
Six forty five exactly as I have started to make a plan
On how to start again and be a better man
To start to let go and stop holding on
To end up myself from crying and be happy from then on.

Seven days after I was so feeling new
Made myself better and look even better too
All the hurt I have felt were all just gone
All the tears I have cried you won't see from my eye.
Now as I am writing this with a smile on my face
With my heart so filled with real happiness
Finally I get over him and now ready to fall once again
But this time I'll be wiser and will never go back to 'phrase one' again..