Love, Lust, Love For Love Poem by Gee Cii Schnider

I thought I had lost my will to love
My heart speeds for no one
I thought I had lost my craving for love
Just daydreamed about the lust
I thought I had lost it with you

But then I met her
Somehow friendship is not enough,
I can't get her from my mind
When I lay down to sleep
But my heart still never speeds

I can't tell if this is just lust
Or false love for love
I long for her simple kiss
And to stay warm in her arms
But my breath stops not

I miss her when away for only instants
I feel lost when around her but not
In her arms
I feel so confused...
Losing my sense of right and left

But I can't say 'Love'
So what is this emotionless wanting:
'Lust'
'Love'
or just in 'love with Love'

28 October 2008