Loves Beggar Poem by Ndimancho T Nyowikeh

Loves Beggar

Here am I,
Begging for love
Begging for time and attention.
But all seems impossible.

This behaviour from my jim-dandy
Is What hurts most!
It sends wounds invisible into my soul.
Look here, look there, don't you see the scars?
O! No, this is not you!
You promised love and attention
Now I'm getting scorn and disdain.

Before the Coke could swallow a grain,
There lies my Cablegram.
Long will it dwell without a reply
After a decade or so,
There it comes with no touch of romance.

I will plead and beg just to glance her face
The once-free darling now busy
Your presence now expensive
As your absence is costly.
Even at this, remorseless she is.

Now tell me,
Where will I hide my face?
How will I absorb the pain! ?
Who will wipe away my tears?
Why will I beg to have my own?

I'm indeed a beggar.

_Ndimancho T. Nyowikeh_

POET'S NOTES ABOUT THE POEM
In 'Love's Beggar, ' Ndimancho T. Nyowikeh explores the pain and frustration of unrequited love and broken promises. The speaker expresses his desperation and longing for love, time, and attention, but all his efforts seem to be in vain. He feels hurt by the indifference and neglect from his beloved, which causes invisible wounds in his soul. The poem vividly portrays the disappointment and betrayal felt by the speaker, as he reflect on the broken promises of love and attention. The use of imagery, such as 'wounds invisible into my soul' and 'scars, ' conveys the emotional pain and suffering caused by the neglect of his beloved. The speaker also highlights the contrast between past promises and current reality, as he lament the lack of response to his attempts to reach out. The reference to a Cablegram lying unanswered for a decade emphasizes the prolonged and unreciprocated longing for love. The poem also conveys the transformation of the once-free darling into a busy and unattainable figure. The speaker feels the cost of her absence and the expense of her presence, further highlighting the rejection and indifference she face. The poem ends with a sense of resignation and acceptance of his status as a beggar for love. The speaker questions where he can hide his face, how he  can cope with the pain, and who will comfort him. The final line, 'Indeed, I'm a beggar! ' encapsulates the speaker's realization of his position in seeking love and attention. In conclusion, 'Love's Beggar' captures the emotional turmoil and despair experienced by the speaker in tlhis unfulfilled quest for love, making it a poignant exploration of unrequited affection.
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