Loving Too Much Poem by Jeffrey Clark

You called me a disappointment
You said I was acting like a victim
You chose to not hear what I was trying to say
You said there were words behind my words
There weren't though
I know you sacrificed for me
But love, I did too
All I ever wanted was to be with you
To have someone love me
As much as I loved them
Now I don't know where to turn
Now I don't know what to say
I want to stop feeling now
Because feeling hurts this way
But I can't because
God help me...I love you
I try to do my best
And be all you need me to be
But I am only human
I can only be me
And sometimes I can't help
feel the way I feel
So, I lay here...
with thoughts that are too real
All I know is
that I am all alone now
Eyes full of tears
Not knowing if I have lost you
Not knowing if I will ever look again
into those eyes of blue
If this means that
I am acting the victim
Then I am guilty as charged
My crime, one of which I am guilty
Is of loving you too much