I tried to stop what i feel
'Cause i'm afraid you'd not be near,
I'm so attached to what you do,
When i close my eyes all i see is you,
I'm afraid you might notice me,
You might notice me staring and being silly,
But i really can't explain what i feel for you,
I love everything you do,
It makes me happy and i don't have any clue,
But i can't be falling I told myself,
I can't be in love 'cause we're only friends,
So I hide everything that's inside of me,
I hide this and i say it's really not easy,
But the more i stop this thing i'm feeling,
The more i pretend to be just a friend to you,
Is the more i feel guilty about myself,
Please understand, I tried everything,
Please don't go can't I stand you leaving,
I know it's bad to fall for you,
I know you know how much i value you,
But when things go wrong I tell you,
'I'm sorry i tried to hide what i feel',
I just don't want to be unreal,
When from that very first time LOVING YOU WAS REAL.
And loving you is right where my heart have healed
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