Suicide seemed like the perfect thing to do
To be gone forever and never feel pain again seemed like pure bliss
Then I realized that I have already experienced death and it hurts
Losing someone you love is like death
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I told myself that I shouldn’t be missing you
I shouldn’t want your love
But I do
I miss your hugs
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In my dream
We were together
Sitting side by side
I looked into your eyes
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This pain lingers in my heart
I knew loving you wasn't smart
Your voices resonate in my head
Something tells me I should be dead
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