Here I am hurting you once again.
All I could say is I'm sorry.
I don't know why you love me.
All the pain I see you go through everyday because of me shatters my heart into pieces.
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Finally did it, I didn't think I had it in me.
Never felt this happy, miles away from my family.
I finally just did it, packed my s*** and went along with it.
Scared, nervous, didn't know what I was going to face.
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Texting you, hoping to hear from you.
Thinking of what to say, hoping I'll make your day.
I just hope I say the right things.
Minutes go by and still no reply.
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