Misery Of My Life Poem by Okello Baloyi

I've not been good all along
And now I'm more afraid of the person am becoming
I've even lost my fears for everything
Like is that possible
It seems like everything I knew I keep forgetting
And all the things I hate are happening
How can I be evil or cruel
It was all good until I thought I can handle everything
Now it seems like my death could be
The quick and silence one may be great
I hate life but I've no other choice but to live it
Happy ending happens only in tales
Where everyone ends up being happy and understanding
Well, for me there's no hope for understanding
This is just another misery of my own
Plus, I don't feel sorry for myself
I guess this is my hell and it's my time to burn