My Family Poem by hemu gupta

If anyone is with me as my friend or my well wisher,
please leave me because they will kill
every feelings favourable to me,
I don't want any good feelings from good people
as i don't want to hurt any one due to my destiny

my destiny is against me
no one can do anything for me,
please don't show pity to me
as i am alone in dark,
as i am physically surrounded by my family,
I don't know but who they are,
my well wisher or my enemies.

I have been beheaded many times
by others this might be one more way of
beheading me,
I was not given education or vision of somekind
i don't know,
I am living this forty one year dark life
from my birth but i came to understand
only eleven years before that i am in dark,
I can guess few things which are making my life
more horrible and futile,

I can't do anything for others they have power and guts
they can give everything to this world by their knowledge
and some kind of work,
I am now lost and missing person in the list
due to my bewilderness sometimes
i found myself in the mid of hatred
all the time i am worried what people think about me,
I cannot ignore many things going on around me
due to which i became more haunt and horrible indeed

every thing they are taking from me by one way or other
now they are proving that i know everything, without fear of lord
give them what they want with lots of love and with pride.
as they are my family and they had done everything for me.