This feeling, this aching, it tortures me so,
I'd give all that I own if this pain would just go,
I'd relinquish all joys for just one moment of relief,
But I am the guilty, I've caused my own grief,
I'm so close to the edge that I tremble in fear,
This would all go away if I had someone near,
To cheer me up, pat me on the back, and tell me move on,
But the one that lighted my path, has disappeared, forever gone,
I can not stay around any longer, to watch myself decay,
So I accept my fate, and act upon it today,
I'll feed my sadness to the monster,
I'll help him grow stronger,
Oh what will I become, I wonder,
Will it be my pain or my humanity, that's left in sunder,
All I can do is feed it the rest,
Cross my fingers and hope for the best,
I pray that it helps me, if not, all is lost,
For I'm gambling with my life, and I must pay the cost,
But all I can say is I'm nearing my end,
So I'm saying goodbye, you won't see me again...
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem