My Life Poem by Hakima Smaali

over the years
I've drown in rivers of tears
drowned my heart, drowned my cheeks
not because I'm weak

suffered a lot in this dark world
no one was there to hear
to hear me cry, to see me bleed
no one cared to ask
and now my heart turned black
lost my hope, lost my faith
lost it when I found my self back
back to the right track

I was hit so hard
drifted again from the right way
Sad, again I'm only sad
hate my life, want to die
Sad, again I'm just sad
won't hide, no need to lie
I suffered enough
but I can no longer be tough
I'm weak, I'm dying from the inside
no one in the whole world wide
can heal my heart, heal my wounds

my life here it ends
because my heart will never mend
tried to forget, tried to run away
but it stills hurt a bit more everyday
now I'm sure there's no way
no way to live after he left
no one cared to ask how bad it felt
my heart was a piece of ice,
but for him it has melt
dreams on his existance I've built
but they made him leavebut they didn't care enough
to ask how painful it felt

with all the pain
with all of my past
no idea, with it how should I deal
my heart certainly won't heal
and it kills me the way it does feel

I wnt to die
no need to lie
I'm tired
don't want to cry
I just want to leave
I just need to die
die and let go of my soul
let it go and fly
fly the sky
I'm tired, don't want to cry
just hoping to die