My Life... Poem by Kaydian N Kerr

My life seems all but a mystery and an unsolved puzzle to me.
Daily I try to search within myself-
On a quest for all the missing pieces and aspects of it.

What do I find?
Hatred, Jealousy, Lacklustre towards me.

Why do people hate me so much?
I wish I knew-
Well, I do.
But do I really wanna fit those pieces together?

I wish I could say at this moment in time.
Except, my life is one big mess.
I am pissed at myself!

My life is a total mystery and puzzle to me.
Only God can show me the way to solving this