My Life I'll Live It My Way. Poem by Ceri Louise Baylis

I will rebel if people disapprove the way I live my life
If told to do something I'll do it more for spite
I cause no one trouble I am my own worst enemy
I love the drugs but they don't love me
My body's in a state of recovery
For one nights pleasure 3 days of pain
Illicit drug use has made me insane
The suffering is worth doing what I love
But the times coming my body's had enough
I've done as much as I could now I'm rough
When the session was going good
There was no reason to stop or thinking I should
But so much time spent from reality
Has resulted in me floating without gravity
Nothing to hold me down or return back
Over indulgence and self control that I lack
I love the drugs but they don't love me Leaving me in a state of recovery.