My Monster Poem by Lilly James

I'm always calling you a monster
For the drugs that you love
I make myself sound better
Then you
You'll never know what I've become
The monster I used to hide
The hatered that pulses
Through me, my veins
You're not here with me
And I've become this bitter
Cold hearted monster
That you'd hate so much
I'de rather you be dead than have
Broken my heart in such a way
Than at least I'd still believe
That people aren't so cruel
To take you and rip you from limb to limb
You never meant to hurt me
But making me watch you
Deteriate wasn't easy for me
You wouldn't let go until
I lay mangled on the floor
I hate people, they lie
They cheat, they steal,
They use you and than hurt you
I'd never believe it if not for you
I'll push people away until theres no one
Left, to hurt me like you have
I'll hurt them to make them go away
To make them believe
I'm this horrible...


Monster