My Thoughts 2 Poem by Asef Hussain

Orientated to the present
but got my focus in the past
how long will i get without stress
how long will this shit last
it's only the beginning
times are hard
it's only cause of the guilt
got my mind tired
why can't they see it
trying hard to be it
destroying their selves
better believe it
loading their own weapons
taking it for protection
making their killings
to their perfection
reminisce sometimes
when it was back in the days
got the thought in your head
'why didn't i change my ways? '
now it's too late
to rearrange
psychopathic disorders
feeling the rage
the situation is real
it's only what you want it to be
waiting to be killed
there is no way to live free
surrender your thoughts
your visions of conspiracy
your plans become
another man's worries......