My Thoughts Poem by CJS Sincere

My brain never stops,
Not a moment of peace,
Sometimes just for a second I would like not to think,
But that's what sets me apart from others,
Wisdom,
I'm not smart, I'll be the first to admit that,
but I'm a dreamer and a thinker,
My thoughts never stop,
Its like a non stop ride through the most complicated, confusing
place you can go, my mind.
I can't describe my inner self only God can,
If I ran through all I thought on a daily basis there would not be
enough books in this world to hold the thoughts that run through my mind,
I'm complex you'll never find another me,
I'm free on the inside,
Trapped on the out,
Silent on the out,
Inside I shout,
I think everything from evil to strange,
Bad to deranged,
Good and thoughtful,
Caring and harmful,
I keep it real with myself,
Some people say they don't have evil thoughts, well I do!
I love God and heaven is my destiny,
But I'm a sinner in my mind,
and all of the rest of me,
How much more real can I get?
God loves me and has forgiven me.
So if the world hates me,
Guess what I think about that?