My Thoughts 4 Poem by Asef Hussain

Sometimes I wonder helplessly
when will all this finally end
pain is just an impulse in our mind
yet we force for it to blend
with our freedom of speech
we literally don't make it click
do you ever think aside
is life a simple organised flick?
but we do have faith to believe
even if we doubt every moment
waking up to each day with pain
with your mind in deep contempt
but how can we get respite?
maybe a single moment of peace?
it's not for eternity
but hoping for some relief
we carry out actions of revulsions
without necessary materials by side
going through with what we believe
at the end it all comes down to pride
resulting in severe penalties
which is too factual to defy
lost in confusion what caused all this
we approach our last option, to deny
though it takes place in our heart
the guilt only lasts as a sensation
whether you believe in second chance
it will all be another probation
we actually do take a lesson
from our mistakes and when we fail
it's only because of determination
that we finally come to prevail...