Toni Ross

My Time Is A Treasure You Will Never Find - Poem by Toni Ross

I still think about that phone call
It still haunts me every night
But I haven't let a single tear fall
I can't let myself cry.
If I do, will I be able to stop
Will I be able to go on without you in my thoughts
Will I see the beauty in the coming day
Or will I stay under the blankets afraid to show my face
Maybe if I pretend it's not there
I eventually won't care
I'll talk to other guys
Try to numb the pain for awhile
But then I'll remember how you took me that night
You laid me on the ground
You looked me in my eyes
You inserted yourself
And told me I was the only one you thought about.
I let you touch me
I let you use me
I let you in
I listened to your meaningless words
I thought we would never have an end
I was a stupid girl
A stupid girl who thought she had the world
But now I realize
I don't need you in my life
Thank you for breaking my heart
Taking my perfectly alright world
And ripping it apart
Making me feel something I had never felt before
Making my family look at me like a naive little whore
Blaming me for all your past mistakes and letting me believe I was the reason you got all this hate
Letting me tell you that I wasn't good enough
That no one but you would ever want my love
For changing me
For the grief you gave me
I really can't thank you enough
Bc right now I'm doing what I love
And I just needed all that pain
The 'I love you's' you would say
Without the time you gave me
I would never have words to inspire thee
So I'll wait for the day,
When I'm walking up on stage,
Receiving all the praise,
For the words you gave me to say,
And you'll be watching by yourself
Drinking your life away.
Finally feeling all heartbreak you gave.

Topic(s) of this poem: love

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Poem Submitted: Thursday, October 29, 2015

Poem Edited: Thursday, October 29, 2015

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