Myself Poem by Pointless Sixx

i hate this, i hate myself
for what i am becoming..
liar, fake, unreal
all i want to do is go back
to my old self but there is no going back
not anymore i am so gone from myself
i want to truthful, real, myself
i will try to become myself once again
no more everything i walk this
path of twilight no longer in the dark
but still not in the light along this
crookit path i walk alone
with help along the way
i know someday i will make it there
then i will truly be smiling and living
to become myself once again