No Longer Poem by Joe Sandefur

Living with the regret, of the things I have done and will never forget, being alone and hurt, knowing how many friends I have kicked into the dirt, living and praying for them to forgive me, and understand that I'm hurt and drowning in the sea, I have stood for my family and friends, helping them up from their feet and hands, here I am living for tomorrow, never to forget yesterday, here I am to die this day, knowing and feeling of the hurt that keeps peeling, crying and dying for hearing the words I kept whining, beaten and battered pushing forward for all that matters, fighting for the love that makes me a pure spirit for my home up above, but today is not a day for celebrating, for all these years I have been waiting, for the call of my home, so my days on earth no longer roam, never to hold my old friends and people I hurt, to apologize just won't work, so I'll leave with nothing to say, for I am for I am to die this day.