No Matter How Hard I Try....; ( Poem by Raya McManus

As I cry myself to sleep tonight,
I will be hoping, and wishing
That what you said to me today,
Was nothing but a horrible dream.

I can't help but think,
about all those times that
you said you loved me, and
that's when down my cold face
my fire hot tears began to stream.

You were like no other guy,
That I have ever seen.
You always speak your mind,
And always know how to get
A smile to spread across my face.

You're one of those irreplaceable boys,
That can compare to no other,
You're one of those boys,
That no matter how hard i try,
I could never replace.

No matter how hard I try,
you'll always be on my mind,
all throughout the day
and all throughout the night.

what we had was what i thought was true.
what i thought was a good relationship.
but you thought i was wrong,
you thought that what we had,
was just not right.

no matter how hard i try,
you'll always be the one i love.
even though sometimes when
i'm around you, i don't know
what to say, or what to do.

no matter ho hard i try,
to forget those good times.
and try to look onto the future,
i'll still miss those everyday hugs
that i got from you.