Nothing Left Poem by kendyll brown

iv lost my hope, lost my faith an iv got none left
i only hope that when tomo comes it'll bring my death

theres no love in my life, no love in my household
the acting is really starting to get old

its so cold when im lying down all alone
wishing someone was lying next to me, but theres no one

theres nobody and nothing but darkness
no on to touch, hug or kiss

if you cant look forward to tomo, then wats the point of today?
i want to leave this earth, but somethings, making me stay

some kind of force is keeping me here
though the angel of death has breathing down

an these voices in my head are getting to loud to ignore
what did i do?

why cant you just let me be in peace
why are u letting this hatred an sorrow turn me

i hate what iv become, did god save me as a child
or was it the devil who answered?

forward my prayer as i layed in a hospital bed
why did i survive? sometimes i wish that i had died instead

of surviving it, why did i live? why dont i pass on to the next life?
i go to bed every night with my pillow an cry

the pain is getting to much to bear
i wish someone would care