distraught
why do women lie?
why are people in general so f**king deceitful?
why after so many times of being lied to and s**t on do i refuse to see the truth when it is right between my eyes?
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I would do anything to hear your voice again son
to hear you say you love me I love you more than anyone
baby you can trust me your what makes my heart beat
your the air that keeps me breathing never stop believing
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What do you say when your loves stripped away?
As you choke on the tears left behind
-and where do you go to fill up a hole that leaves you hollow inside?
And who do you blame when the guilt and the shame that you carry eats you alive-
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she comes to me every night into my dreams, .. the same as the night be-fore
dressed up she dances and sings all here words to me so presish and sweet
she is the one I adore...
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..the beauty that appears to the eyes it's pretend....
it's the comfort inside that i long in the end....
the paint it will peel and the the skin it will flake
yet if built up correctly our bricks will not break
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each day that passes by
reminds me constantly just how I try
to overcome my adversities & numb thing that're hurtin me
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I'M I FIXABLE... OR INVINCEABLE?
SHOULD I FIGHT A LOSING BATTLE OUT OF PRINCIPAL?
THE PAIN MAKES THE NUMBING IRRESISTABLE...
BUT WAKING UP MAKES IT ALL MORE DIFFICULT
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p****d off
hate you..can't stand you
can't believe i couldn't see or understand you
gave my heart to you and in return you create pain
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My son your the reason...why I'm so alive...
I see all the love in this world when I look in your eyes...
the day you were born was the day I realize...
that being a daddy's the most precious thing that could ever occur in my life...
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all i need is one more jolt to give this beat down man a push
I'll ride the wave, hide in caves, if I could I would
I walk the streets so normally I'll stare a crazy gaze
my thoughts are not all innocent as I stumble through this haze
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