One Day I'll Drunk Text You Poem by Maverick Laney

One day I'll drunk text you
Looking in your eyes
But you're a thousand miles away
So all I do is cry
I fall to my bed to lay
And take a long deep sigh
I see the ceiling, the walls and gray
I promise you, I do try
I hear your voice
But there's no sound
A face without features
Like a reflection in a puddle on the ground
The foods gone bad
There's no water to be had
Showers broke
And there's nothing to smoke
Drowning in my thoughts
In the air
And in the tub
Why aren't you here?
You were with me all along

You're weren't a person
You were my friend
I met you when my heart was breaking
You loved me when my world was shaking
Could you sing to me, as I am sleeping?
Hand in my hair
Stillness in the air
The rain is shattering my brain
As I walk sullenly past a broken train
Hand in hand
I hear old sounds of laughter as my combat boots crunch the sand

Honestly, I could just breath you in The way you feel against my skin
I don't know what I want
But I know I had it once and I have it again
The door is closed still
It's been closed a while
As I swallow a pain pill
And lay on a clothes pile
If you needed to be mean
You could've been mean to me
Break my skin but not my heart
Ive always been smarter than you give me credit for

I've got the music in me
And you hear the music
My phone is on the left
A text waiting to be sent
Just a simple hi
After an unsaid goodbye
Nothings wrong
The world looks normal
But I see it in gray
What they don't say
What you didn't convey

One day I'll drunk text you
But I'm not drunk at all
And l'll feel as if I'm untrue
Though even more I fall