One Day Soon Poem by Connie Leigh Lindsay

I feel like a ship tossed against the sea.
My life seems calm one minute then a storm
blows through and knocks me off course.
The only thing I can do is hoist anchor and try
to ride out the worst of the storm.

There has been many times when I just want to
forget the anchor and go wherever it takes me.
Who knows maybe that's what I'm supposed to do.
Maybe, just maybe if I do this, it will take me to where
and who I'm actually supposed to be.

If this is true, how will I know it won't be worse than
where I am at this point?
Guess this is where blind faith comes into play.
Too bad I have been burned before on blind faith
to where I'm not so willing to accept.

Maybe soon I will gain enough confidence to where
I can try again and succeed.
There are many goals I would love to come true.
So many dreams that only I know anything about
cause of the fear of it not becoming real.

One day soon I hope to change my way of thinking
to be more positive towards myself.
I will do everything I want regardless of the outcome.
Who knows tho this may just be another dream that
isn't willing to come true for me.

One day soon I'm gonna let the storm take me.