Pain Poem by Shantell Duis

As the days go by my heart grows colder. i feel so empty inside as i lay there and your not by my side. its not the same without you here. it feels like my life has been shadered. the love and wormth that i used to feel is gone, gone forever. I cant hold the tears back any longer. i cant hold the hurt in side anymore. i thought that you cared how i felt, but i guess that i was wrong. know i sit in this empty house alone. Its been 3 months and my heart still hurts. i have been trying to move on with my life, but it's hard. The only thing i think about is you. my life is not the same but i guess i will have to deal with it.