Pain Poem by JADE MONTESCLAROS

wish it were like before,
When you were always there.
wish it were like before,
When you were afraid to hurt her.
wish it were like before,
When not a day passed without you checking on her.

wish it were like before
When she felt protected by you.
wish it were like before
When you supported her every single day.
wish it were like before.

When you could feel she was already hurting.
I wish it were like before,
When she knew you'd fight for her.

But why did it happen?
Why is it slowly fading?
Your once, clear plans
For her, are now uncertain.

I hope when you go back to how you were,
She'll still be able to bring back what once was.
I hope when you go back to how you were,
She'll still be able to erase the pain.

I hope when you return to who you were,
You'll realize she never changed.
And I hope that when you bring the past back,
She'll still be willing to take the risk like she once did.

I hope that when you return to how you were,
Regret won't be what you feel.
I hope that when you finally return,
She'll still be ready to come back too.

But I hope, for the last time,
That if she gives her trust again,
This time… it won't be lost again.