Part Of Me Died Poem by John Krysinski

I love to cause myself physical pain
the pain i feel overrides my brain
i forget the pain in my heart
the pain that slowly rips me apart

the pain you cause and others before you
i at least know now your i loves werent true
how could i have been so blind why couldnt i see
that you werent different and that you would hurt me

why did i open my heart to you
why did i trust you
why did yod do this to me
why did i let you corrupt me

im lost and confused in a wolrd of pain
i called it... things will never change
i actually trusted you the moment i left
but i should of known i never get respect

at least you told me you didnt lie
but a part of me wished you did because a part of me just died