Qualm Poem by Sanya Zahid

Here I am,
with no doubts that something is left behind
The fortune has passed its half way down
with its colorless shades and restless sounds
Help me today
I cant step forward
I want to see what lies ahead,
I want myself to be heard
I don't want to live with the doubts in my heart that something is left way back there
The killer is silent
Or the silence itself's a killer
Giving up the streams on the way
To the future of my past
and live again with the past of my future
With reasons to remember my stay in the present
Knowing and telling them the true me
And leaving the glances and opened up my stance which is buried in my heart
The adore and care earned is left in the azure sky
Here I am
In the past of my present,
feeling alone the difference,
Here I am