Ramblings Poem by joses tirtabudi

So this is just ramblings in my head
Things I can't speak clearly so I write instead.
I feel terrible because I've walked out of it
And I feel terrible because I don't quit
I feel like I can't live without you
And when I said I do, I really truly do
I feel like the biggest jerk
Because i honestly want this to work
And it frustrates me that I can't change things
In fact, that's why I'm writing
Because with you I finally felt like I was home
But know I'm lying here all alone
And if this is the way it's to be
I guess I'll keep on, but I really want you to come with me