Recurring Nightmare Poem by Siobhan Niven

I want to be free;
From all the pain inside of me.
Every day you haunt me, turn around in my head.
I think I'm going crazy;
When I'm lying in my bed.
All the things you've done; that now you cannot do;
Fill my heart with fear and pain;
When darkness fills the room.
I know you can't get me, but you are in my head.
Maybe i should get out of bed.
But i can't move; I can't wake up.
I call and no one comes.
Please, Someone help me.
And there you are; laughing at me;
Torturing me; Hurting me.
Stop it! You can't hurt me; No more.
I want to be free from you and do all the things I want to do.
But...
There you are in my head.
Every time; especially when I go to bed.
Please stop hurting me; I'm not that strong.
I cant take this; it's going on too long.
I pray to God, Please let me wake,
But maybe that'll be a mistake;
'Cause again, there you are in my head.