Reflection Poem by lee bredeson

i wake up in the morning
and go straight to the mirror
and my greatest fear is waiting
and hating what i see yeah its me
but there's someone else there too
i wish it were you but i sold my soul
just to have you back.
its the other side of me the demon in me.
'hello Lee how have you been? '
i've been fine and you took what was mine
and now we have a beef.
'you said you wanted to turn over a new leaf'
yeah i said that but now i wish i were dead cuz i
don't have her.

i never wanted my love to leave
you deceived me you said she'd be
mine till i would die. now i get angry instead
of crying now i'm dying without her.

'i said i'd give you her for a little bit'
NO now i'm here and spit a verse
about us in this one body
me and you need to split.
'You no that can't happen, its impossible'
as i sit here rappin', tappin' out a beat
'but your soul is mine for keep'
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH just go away
so i can live my life day by day.

i never wanted my love to leave
you deceived me you said she'd be
mine till i would die. now i get angry instead
of crying now i'm dying without her.

No calm down this is just in my head
that demon is dead forget what he said
about your soul man your in control not him
i no im going to hell it was a sin to sell my soul
i should really be in a 6 foot hole.
'No lee i'm still here you don't need to fear me,
i'm your friend till the end and no one will send help for you'

i never wanted my love to leave
you deceived me you said she'd be
mine till i would die. now i get angry instead
of crying now i'm dying without her.