Regret Poem by Marqese Dabbs

A feral grin placed upon her face
Will it precede to something fun or forbidden
Or that's atleast what I day dream about
Her tongue darting out to wet her lips
The air seems to thicken, feeling dizzy
She stares at me. expressions that are aware
My blood fizzing inside my veins
Feeling short of breath and almost achy
Trying to control the nonsical trembling
It's threating to overcome me
This is how I feel when I'm around her
Leaving a message in my head with no use
I saw her in a state of charged stillness
I tore my gaze, now mechanically following my own ways
One-way track overstretched sitting at the fire
Now a stain of her memory. sipping on love's posion
Lost in the desolation of what could have been
Reaping what I sowed
Here's to the life, a human vice
Regret contorting into the grain of a feeling
Bitterly yearning through a fire's rage
A coward sitting silently in a cabin
Never to know her kiss, laying on a bed of rose pedals
Now these halls must burn along with the corridors
Silence these shrills and sorrow
From the ashen grey I will always have regret